After four years of trying to conceive, and no doctor being able to tell me why it is that I don't ovulate, Logan and I decided we needed to make some decisions. In just a couple weeks, I will be sent to a fertility specialist if we do not become pregnant before then (it's negative so don't get your hopes up....it hurts when those hopes get shattered). We have an option to seek out fertility, to spend thousands and thousands of dollars on treatments that aren't guaranteed to work. Logan and I both want to have a child so bad but don't want to go into debt trying to have a child and then not get one. I don't know how much more of an emotional roller coaster I can go on before I feel like I am going to explode!!!
After much praying and crying, we have decided that we are going to adopt! Thats right, we are going to be adopting a little baby. Be a boy or girl, we dont care. Now, don't get too excited, we are scheduled in the end of April to go meet with LDS Family Services and start our application process. Then we have to go through interviews and home studies. Then its a waiting game.... waiting for a baby.
Waiting for OUR baby!
We are so excited and are looking forward to the day that we get the call saying we have a baby. I hope that its sooner rather than later, but either way, I cant wait.