Saturday, April 10, 2010

Here it is...

After four years of trying to conceive, and no doctor being able to tell me why it is that I don't ovulate, Logan and I decided we needed to make some decisions. In just a couple weeks, I will be sent to a fertility specialist if we do not become pregnant before then (it's negative so don't get your hopes up....it hurts when those hopes get shattered). We have an option to seek out fertility, to spend thousands and thousands of dollars on treatments that aren't guaranteed to work. Logan and I both want to have a child so bad but don't want to go into debt trying to have a child and then not get one. I don't know how much more of an emotional roller coaster I can go on before I feel like I am going to explode!!!

After much praying and crying, we have decided that we are going to adopt! Thats right, we are going to be adopting a little baby. Be a boy or girl, we dont care. Now, don't get too excited, we are scheduled in the end of April to go meet with LDS Family Services and start our application process. Then we have to go through interviews and home studies. Then its a waiting game.... waiting for a baby.
Waiting for OUR baby!

We are so excited and are looking forward to the day that we get the call saying we have a baby. I hope that its sooner rather than later, but either way, I cant wait.

4 comments:

TJMSmomma said...

You both inspire me and I want you to know how much we love you guys!

Jayson & Chelsey said...

Congratulations on starting this process! I have a few friends who have adopted sweet little angels and their stories are so touching and special! You will be great parents!

(Thanks for posting your blog address on FB... I didn't know you had one)

Alicia said...

What a neat post! We are cheering you on.. and we will be so excited for you when you make that call telling us we get to throw you a baby shower!! You will be amazing parents! We will pray for you, little extra prayers go alone way! Love ya girl!

TuCk N JuLeS said...

Kelsey how exciting!! I am just now reading this post! I will have to call or email you . . .